& your music is gonna be,
So very very special to me (2x)

& this Christmas will be,
 A very special one for me
It’s 6:33 in the morning,
I praise the Lord then,
Sharpen my sword then,
Toss on the Jordans
It’s Christmas time so the poor getting poor &,
The rich getting rich,
While the soldiers are warring
This X-mas my gift surprise,
No more watching  porno,
No more getting high
No more living lies,
No ducking hiding,
Slipping & sliding,
Living to die
Rolling the di,
This Christmas was fly,
This was the first Christmas I enjoyed being alive
This X-mas I was not alone,
I had mama,
Candice Koala Snowden
Grey papa,
Even some others,
Sisters & brothers,
Friends even a lover

Hang all the mistletoe,
I’m gonna get to know you better,
This Christmas
& as we trim the tree,
How much fun it’s gonna be together,
This Christmas

This Christmas is gonna be,
A very special one for me
This X-mas I focused on my recovery,
& didn’t focus my love,
On who wasn’t loving me
I wasn’t chasing,
Nor praising false idols,
False prophets,
& my thoughts weren’t suicidal
I was enjoying life,
When I’d open up the bible,
I’d gain insight,
& thus rightly divide truth
Swordsmen,
Cutting down demons often,
Fight titans,
Giants Orcs &
Dragons Wyverns witches Warlocks,
Skeletons,
Aliens Robots Hobbgoblins
I’m nice with the Chi plus technology it’s known,
Don’t battle DW,
He’s the philosopher’s stone
A beautiful skilled man who all of his wisdom,
& power,
Is given through divine intervention

The fire side is blazing bright,
We’re caroling through the night
Presents & cards are here,
My world is filled with cheer & you
This Christmas(pause)
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This Christmas is gonna be,
A very special one for me

This Christmas I got to tell my mother,
One more time,
How much I love her
& thank her,
Because her & people like Aja,
Their mom waits for them,
But mom they can’t wait for
Then I gave her a big hug & kiss,
This is the last year that we lived like this
I said let there be success,
She agreed with me,
Then we next invest
This Christmas I ain’t stressed for sex,
Trying to rescue some damsel in distress
I ain’t calling out or praising nouns,
Or bowing down,
To what leads me down
That path,
Now I can say I walk another,
Path that’s,
Different & better
This Christmas I’ll remember my friends,
& family,
& be happy that I have them
It’s cold outside,
I hear silver bells,
Or was it jingle bells,
I really couldn’t tell
Do you hear what I hear,
It was Frosty the snowman,
Rudolf the red nose reindeer,
& Jack Frost
Saying Santa Clause is coming is coming to town,
On Frosty’s android phone they watched Charlie Brown
That’s when I sent honey this text message,
I’ll be home for Christmas,
This winter
All I want for Christmas is you,
Bo let this be,
Our Christmas Carole
We watched miracle on 34th street,
The Grinch who stole Christmas,
& next the Simpsons
Christmas specials are on the agenda,
Remember,
Deck the halls not family members
Why do we lie,
Giving credit to Santa,
The star in the east,
Is the 3 wisemen belt of Orion

This Christmas I wasn’t in jail mentally  or physically
I wasn’t dead or the living dead
This Christmas was special because
It was the first Christmas I was free
Free from myself

Merry Christmas,
Shake a hand, Shake a hand now
Tell a brother merry Christmas
All over the land